September

September 19, 2007

Okay, first I have to warn you that I am more tired than I should be. So, that being said, don't expect anything profound. I am fighting the sleep that is inevitabley ahead of me.

I watched an interesting film in class yesterday. Despite having to constantly read the english subtitles, I have to admit that I actually liked it. I think I was the only one in class who liked it. Oh well.

This weekend, Kole is venturing back to the hometown. It is sad that we only talk during commercials. We need to go on a walk. Unfortunately, that never seems to happen. There was once a time when we had a kick-ass route.

I went to wal-mart the other day and wanted to go to the grilling section to buy some unnecessary accessories. Well, apparently it is September. The grilling section has already been replaced by the Christmas section.

I am ready for snow. I want to go skiing this year. A new Columbia or Northface jacket has been added to my wish list. It's been a long time since I've been.

I am confused, conflicted, but strangely still happy. I guess it would take a lot to make me unhappy. I know you care.

For class, I had to take the short quiz at http://www.myfootprint.org/
It's kinda interesting. You should check it out. College this time around is way cooler than nursing school. Kinda makes me wanna keep going. If only it was free and I didn't have to write an abundance of papers.

I am listening to music that I have copied from my "myspace friend". Thank you.

Is this getting long or is it just me? I will blame this on the cheap wine that I am drinking at the moment.

I have lived in this apartment for a year now. I just got my new lease to sign. This year has flown by too fast. Is it weird that it was the best year I have ever had? I am, however, sick of having to kill the spider webs that keep appearing at my door every morning. That is one hell of an ambitious spider.

I love acoustic songs! I am listening to a great one at the moment.

I really hate that I've been so tired this week. I will blame that on the whole getting called into work at unfriendly times. It's been a really good week so far.

Who would have thought that Dollywood could be fun. Nothing could make me realize that other than riding an ostrich on the carousel with my almost 2-year-old niece. Yes, some of you were lucky enough to receive a picture of that moment.

Church was really good last week. I am still amazed that I actually look forward to going to church. You should come.

September has always been a reflective month for me. Interesting.

I have been writing a lot more than usual here lately and I'm not entirely sure why. I even had to go buy yet another notebook. Wal-mart at 12am. I guess I'll just go with it. Here are my thoughts at the moment. I know it's not very good, but I can't post the others. I don't feel the need to pronunciate.


when change is embraced
one can move ahead
challenges once faced
serve as lessons instead
choose the therapeutic thought
away from the wrong perspective
that somehow we forgot
is highly ineffective
with pure precision
consider the control
of how faulty decisions
can affect the soul
submit to the subtle hints
vying for attention
to reclaim innocence
and realize there is redemption
to stop an existence
focused on negative self-worth
perhaps with persistance
new hope will give birth
to the focus of growth
and all it entails
if you believe both
than power can prevail