again

Originally posted on myspace October 9, 2007

lose myself to find my dreams
chase you away to catch my chance
there is a difference here i tell you
between how it looks and how it seems
between choices and the circumstance

reach out only to find i fall
look up only to know i'm down
there is hope in this i tell you
for soon i can not miss this at all
for someday soon my peace will be found

try again although i fear i'll fail
think thoughts although they don't mean much
there is somthing wrong i tell you
with searching, seeking to no avail
with knowing, needing but out of touch

reach the goal to find it was empty
discover sight which is fading fast
there is sadness in life i tell you
when left to change now permanently
when things are not always made to last

expose myself to be cast aside
hope for help that can not appear
there is truth in hurting i tell you
through humility you can not hide
through living life it all becomes clear