Sunday, March 23, 2008

I need to go to sleep now

Originally posted on myspace July 22, 2007


Wondering what there is to gain.

In broken silence, stolen dreams.

Hoping now to avoid the pain,

When nothing really is how it seems.

Move me along to the darkest dark.

In my mind, I'm called to commit.

How do I make my permanent mark?

When all I care to do is quit.

Wondering what I have to lose,

In brutal boldness, I offend.

Knowing now it's time to choose,

When I find myself at the very end.

Push me towards the lightest light.

In close comfort, I find my way.

How do I keep from losing sight?

When my own dislikes I can't display.

Wondering when the day will come.

In tired times my hope appears.

Leaving now where this came from,

When new reality suddenly nears.

Bring me to the brightest bright.

In deeper doubt, it's sure to shine.

How do I find this in the night?

When promising paths do not align.

Wondering when I'll finally know,

In honest hours, eyes are opened.

Nothing is left except a glow,

When I learn on what I can depend.

Show me to the purest pure.

In perfect peace, I can explore.

How do I ever know for sure?

When I have found what I'm looking for.

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