October is almost over

Originally posted on myspace October 28, 2007

Well, i suppose it's been awhile since I have updated this.

I'm glad it's time to start a new week. I don't know why, but I haven't felt like myself this past week and that makes me mad (yes, I know that's a run-on from hell; there will probably be more to come).

I first would like to say that I'm really happy that it finally feels like Fall outside. I'm excited that I can wear long sleeves now and not burn up all day. I may even have to begin wearing a jacket soon.

I want to go skiing this year. I happen to suspect that I am getting some sweet ski gloves and a toboggan from my sister for Christmas. Although it's extremely unlikely, I hope we get a blizzard.

Is it weird that I've already started my Christmas shopping? Actually, I think I'm almost done. I guess that's not unusual seeing as how I always tend to complete things riduculously early. Another one of my annoyingly odd habits. But, hell, there are much worse habits I could have.

I'm gonna be really sad when I have finally finished the last Harry Potter book.

I hate that I am slightly disappointed with the new matchbox twenty cd that I was highly anticipating. Two of the songs have made it to my playlist though.

I am, however, excited that someone in Kole's family has procreated which is making her have to come back to the hometown. I want to play monopoly again. I wouldn't mind going on a walk like we did back in the day either. I hope you two bought the air mattress...It will be fun for me to be hospitable for a change.

Would it be weird or excessive if I had two gym memberships? Okay, don't answer that one because it's probably going to happen in the very near future.

I have decided that I really like sushi. I don't know why I never really tried it before. I almost like it as much as I like spinach quesadillas.

My church bought a new building and that has been fun. I painted the entrance. Wow, if these people new about my inadequate painting abilities, they would have never let that happen. I have to say though, it didn't look that bad today. Hmm, maybe someone went behind me after I left and touched it up. Haha.

I really hate that I have to do the whole school thing on Halloween. I wanted to see my niece trick-or-treat. If someone eggs the Honda this year, someone's gonna die. (wow that sounded ghetto-skank). Anyways, it would probably force me to wash my car, which would be a good thing. It's bad when you look forward to oil changes just because you get your car washed.

Wow, this is getting increasingly boring, but I don't feel the need to apologize since this is in fact my blog.

November is going to be a fun month. There is a lot to look forward to.

It's funny how I can change my perspective and my focus so quickly and so often. I didn't use to be like that. I guess it's a good thing though. I've never really thought that it was a good quality to be unwaivering about things and unable to change. I suppose a good balance would be ideal. Hmm, I'll have to think about that one.

Is it weird that I'm still happy to be back in school? It is my sincere hope that this will continue for the remaining three semesters. The class, which is comprised of many of my coworkers, have now labeled me the class nerd. Interesting.

I am beginning to think that humans can never be completely happy. While I am really close, I can't help but find myself wanting more. Then again, I don't think it's a bad thing because I've never thought it would be a good thing to become complacent. The sad truth is that we can always be better and can have more than what we have. If only I wasn't so damn critical of myself. Is it possible to be laid back and uptight at the same time? I seriously want to know because I am.

I just got interrupted by a funny, frustrating phone call. I think I will now pour myself another glass of wine.

I'm really glad I got ten hours of sleep last night. Maybe that's why I feel like I can think now. I can't go without sleep like I used to...

If I were cool and had anything interesting to say, I would go to blogspot.com like Kole. Until then, I will stick with myspace.

Things I like and will become accustomed to:

I won't elaborate at this time...

free food, lifelong learning, sushi, fellowship(haha), change, freedom, shifting focus, empowerment, forgiveness, thankfulness, enlightenment, happiness, choices, hope, changing relationships, simplicity...

Okay, that's enough for now. Enough procrastination. Enough thinking.

Bye now.