a little bit of everything and nothing all rolled into one...

"Lightning comes and lightning goes and it's all the same to me..."

There's a little bit of everything in this one and a little bit of nothing as well.

This week I have decided that I need a vacation since the burn ordeal in May left me more restless than refreshed. Too bad I have no intentions of planning a vacation at the moment.

I want sushi. I am craving sushi. You should go with me and we will have some sushi and sake.

December is getting closer...This is both happy and sad for more than one reason. October, however, will most likely always be a favorite month of mine...

Lost communication is and was an expected sadness. Nothing phases me anymore. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I will not elaborate on this tonight and probably not ever.

I have decided that being detached is a hindrance to what I want. It is only temporarily helpful and I refuse to stop being so damn indecisive. Going back and forth forces me to stay in the same spot.

I forgot to water my peace lily for two weeks and I think it hates me for it. This is one reason among many as to why I do not need to be responsible for anything that is living...other than myself.

I don't really expect you to follow this one all that much...you know I don't really have expectations anymore....haha

How do lovers lose the fight
if lovers live to win?
This leads them to the dark of night
and near to their own end.

How do fakers fool us all
if fools they really are?
We think unsteady, then we fall
and embed ourselves too far.

How do liars lie unphased
if lies can harm the heart?
I stand alone and I'm amazed
to hear their quiet start.

How do dreamers deal so well
if dreams are made of sand?
They still have hope as I can tell
upon which they seem to stand.

How do robbers rule their will
if rules to steal are wrong?
The stolen wants they wish to fill
can never make them strong.