"Lightning comes and lightning goes and it's all the same to me. Let it in. 'Cause I want you so. I can hardly breathe and release into a thousand pieces I have broke into. Over you..."
Sorry. That wasn't me...
I was wrong. That wasn't me...
You made me that way. That wasn't me...
It is sad that we can be so vulnerable that we fit into the roles that are handed down to us rather than fitting into our own selves.
It is even sadder when these roles are reliant on the resentment of one and leads us downward into a misguided effort to impress someone who doesn't need to be impressed.
"Kill the flames at dawn, I keep burning on and on and on..."
On a much, much lighter note, the Memphis trip was great...A few highlights in a few funny words...barbecue, free cups, stolen cups, hurricanes, saving sanity, a shot to daylight, stalker Dominos driver, no ambition, cozy apartment...
Friend, I can't wait until the wedding...
It was over this weekend that I relented and joined facebook. I guess it's about time.
There has been so much good that not too long ago I would have thought it was impossible.
"Maybe you and I are cursed. Maybe you and I are one. That's the universe. Around, around."
Work towards changing your scenery. The view is much better if you are able to look backwards while you are steadily moving forward.
Step away from what is blocking (controlling) your view and move closer to what is best for you.
"This, this is, this is the last time, it's the last time. This, this is, this is your goodbye."
Why am I never okay with the old and always wanting the new? Maybe complacency isn't as bad as I thought.
I miss you.
Plans to go to the haunted corn maze unfortunately got rained out. -It is fun to try to find your way out of scary situations. There is always a way out and you become a better person in the process of figuring it out. You should try it.
The longer incompetence is tolerated, the less control you will have.
"Everything's changing now"
I have reached a new point. Directions no longer lead to crooked signs, but i still haven't noticed the neon sign. They are such elusive bastards these days...
The process is more important. The content is equally important.
How can I revive something that was never there before?
I hate it when I let the same problems persist and allow myself to make the same mistakes over again. I really am smarter than that. Really.
Highlights since the last blog because I know you care so much:
* My truck is for sale - do you want to buy it?
* I seriously have the best Halloween candy ever!
* Homemade wine will be ready in about 3 weeks.
* 5 more weeks of class
* I really enjoy flying solo
* I read an awesome book while flying solo
* Door-to-door Christians bombarded me at dinnertime
* I can finally wear long sleeves and not burn up
* The flu vaccine made me sick this year...again!
* A sweet skirt was purchased online for less than 4 dollars
* It's about time Earth Fare opened. I love having more options.
* Due to having fun last weekend and getting called in frequently during the week, I have managed to get my days and nights a little mixed up.
* I no longer need to intentionally try to break my cell phone since I got a new one that I actually like.
* I am a pretty big fan of fall...
"Well I was lonely in spring for this kind of thing. She's shivering alone."
I'm still not sleepy, but good night anyways,
E
P.S. If you haven't figured it out I am pretty much a fan of the band and the song that the lyrics in my blog came from.
P.P.S. I am pretty excited that they finally have a new album coming out fairly soon.
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