I have decided that since I have managed to spend the greater portion of the day blowing my nose, sleeping, and popping pills, the least I could do is write a blog. You're welcome.
Do to my self-medicating, this one might be a little strange. However, you should probably be used to that by now, so no disclaimer is really necessary.
Interestingly enough, the new year is off to a surprising start. Perhaps my being in a constant state of shock all weekend (a good shock) is what contributed to my sickness.
I have to say that I am extremely lucky that I have somehow managed to sell my truck today with minimal to no effort, despite a semi-frozen battery and one super fast pair of windshield wipers. I have learned that I have missed the luxury of having a spare parking spot and that I am unmistakably unfit to be responsible for a truck. It is so weird how life turns out sometimes...
The backwards...
my motivation, my memories, my mistakes
intertwined - It is humbling to think that we are woven together so tightly that this invisible thread that ties us together is impossible to break.
The forwards...
perpetual planning, obscure unknown, higher hopes
preparedness - Timing is the most crucial of the components although they are all important. Opportunities are not always readily available. Sometimes it is imperative to avoid looking back when forward is so far away.
The now...
my luck, my love, my life
serendipity - It is fine time that I learn to enjoy the present rather than allowing myself to dwell so much on the past or on the future. Sometimes, there is nothing like the present to shock you out of your own self-imposed limitations.
Highlights of the week (in a somewhat vague way):
- I bought a really cool new camera to replace my sad Kodak. This way I can properly catch all the funness that is coming my way this year.
- My Chevy went to a good home
- 3-hour conversations / 2-5 year lapses
- 8 year lapses / too little patron
- 4 weeks of freedom from confusion (a little at least)
- don't get me started on the 12 years
- I find that I miss you the most when I am further away from the truth than you are from me.
- finally received closure
- Is it better to pay to fly to Memphis or to carpool with two people I don't really know?
- witnessing a dog get ran over by the car next to me on the way to work one day somehow managed to traumatize me for the remainder of the day.
- finished an excellent book, time to start another
- I seriously win door prizes more often than I lose them. For some reason, luck tends to be on my side. And for this, I am flattered.
- new haircut, new layers
- re watched the same movie with a different person this time and saw it in a completely different way.
- relief of soreness x 2 (haha)
- life would be sad without you
That is all for now. It is time to once again befriend my nasal pump.
Night,
E
(Sorry for being a slacker with updatingback, but this was originally posted on my myspace 1.12.09)
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