Sunday, April 20, 2008

I'm sleeping in tomorrow...

I am sleepy, but I'm not quite ready for bed. This is going to be vaguely insightful.

negativity ultimately leads to failure whereas positivity helps secure success...

Well I stocked up on a cartful of groceries so I can attempt to make some kick-ass lasagnas for tomorrow. One is going to have a lot of meat, the other not so much. And by not so much, I mean spinach. I love spinach. Too bad I had to stand in line at Wal-Mart for 15 minutes. No, I am not exaggerating, I timed it. I have noticed some mild improvement on my latest goal that involves developing patience. This goal has nothing to do with standing in line at Wal-Mart.

I'm going to stop and enjoy it this time...This might be the last time...for real...

The end of the semester is in my near future. I hate to admit it, but I have given up on the presentation that is going to happen on Wednesday. Time is going to keep going despite my obvious lack of productivity. Why couldn't I have figured that out when I was younger?

I cry when I think about the beginning. And what is to come. It is a good cry, not a bad one. Damn emotions. My fear of weakness is at an all-time high.

I have eaten more meat this month than I have in the past year.

My upcoming vacation excites me for more reasons than the obvious.

I am not very good at tennis. I am good at a lot of things. I just haven't discovered them yet.

Resilience. This is what I learned. This won't ever go away.

Serendipity. This is the best description at this time. This greatly contributes to happiness.

I went to Bed, Bath, and Beyond to get a shower curtain liner since mine was struggling. Instead, I ended up with a whole freakin' bathroom. Apparently, I am a sucker for green and brown stripes. At least I did manage to talk myself out of the completely unnecessary toothbrush holder. Yay for small achievements.

I really like nice. Oh yeah, and sweet. We are conditioned to not like those things. Or maybe that was just a result of unfortunate events.

Protection. I wasn't born with such thick walls.

I want to eat some sushi. It has been a really long time. I am continuously wanting, but continuously satisfied.

I could post a poem tonight, but it is too obvious.

Strong emotions contribute to vulnerability. I'm not so sure that's a bad thing.

Night.

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