spring forward

"You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing. I
wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what's a life,
anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die. A spider's life
can't help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating
flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a
trifle. Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that."

- E.B. White (Charlotte's Webb)

Thank you. You still continuously affect me more than you are able to understand.

Well, good evening to you and what a good evening it is...once again. I am catching up on last week's grey's anatomy and the office while being slightly lazy. Earlier, however, I worked out and then promptly drove to the park to go jogging. The weather was so nice that I couldn't pass up the opportunity. However, my legs are now revolting...awesome.
I just opened a bottle of chianti. That is exciting.

I wonder if the quality of my blogs suffers when I am simultaneously facebook chatting while writing. probably.

I am going hiking tomorrow. It has been a year since I last went hiking. I love the beginning of Spring! Newness is an asset that we all take for granted from time to time.

I still want to join the Navy Nurse Corps. I thought that this desire would diminish, but it is steadily increasing..

And what am I doing here that is all that worthwhile? Nothing but prolonging suffering...and saving the occasional life.

Life is so good sometimes that I have to question whether or not this is me...my life...my reality. I am left to wonder if I could make it better...

I am fortunate to be able to find significance in the small things, and to find hope in the nothings, and love in the somethings...

Things are growing, things are changing...I am resisting, I am running...

But what else would there be? I have become that person.

You are not here, you never were. Should it matter if i am or if I ever were?

Due to my recent computer purchase, my sad Sansa is now basically useless. I plan on giving my Sansa away to my sister if she wants it. Now I want to buy an Ipod touch and have something cool engraved on it. So, if you have a cool idea regarding what I shoud have engraved on it, you should pass it my way..

Two years ago we were strangers. Now, we have evolved into something indescribable. Milestones have been reached and for that I am lucky. How can you expect me to think of you when you are not here?

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you
didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail
away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails.
Explore. Dream. Discover."

- Mark Twain

And now it's time to say goodnight...

E.