all good/bad things must eventually end...

I began this with Green Day and I will end this with Green Day. Okay, here we go...


"Dreaming, I was only dreaming. Of another place and time where my family's from...

Singing, I can hear them singing. When the rain had washed away all these scattered dreams..."

- Before the Lobotomy (Green Day, duh.)

There should be some rules against the posting of lyrics that already exist as one's ringtone, but why should it even matter...don't judge...



I thank you.

There really was little that was actually lost in all of this, but a considerable amount was gained.

What was there before is still here now, but I am more now than I was before.

It was wrong from the beginning, apparently.

Funny. Did you know that if you don't eat for long enough, you no longer feel hungry? In addition to this, it helps cancel out that bad feeling that has crept into my stomach. Yay, for me.

The walls of my apartment are now patchy due to an unfortunate mismatching of paint. These patchy walls serve as a constant reminder of how one color can look as if it would go well with the other, but the two colors obviously don't blend well together once applied permanently.

high hurt = pure peace
lost love = new hope

Sometimes short chapters are more fulfilling and have more content than an entire book.

Those sure were some awesome memories...and some awesome people...


I understand.

I would not go back and do anything differently.

All good things must eventually end, while the good things lead the way to the better things...those of which i hope don't end.

What is wrong can seem right, but will still be wrong, when in fact things are exactly how they should be. (there are two ways to apply this one, as there usually is...)

I am good. I really am. Intentions often can be more important than actions. There are some things I am not used to having to think about. I have been playing catch up for the latter part of my life only to discover that there are still things that should already be known to me...that should be habit. They are not, yet, and that is not your fault. It is not mine either...

You took me off my guard and expected more than I could give. That was not fair.

When there is nothing left to do that could change the course of things, there is nothing left to do but to go on... quite stronger than before.


I'm sorry.

Harsh. Illogical. Unfair = Gentle. Fitting. Right.

Unless you have lived my life, you will never be able to comprehend where it is that I am coming from... or I you. And that is okay.

You can make any situation good or bad depending on your own perspectives and your own perceptions regarding the situation at hand. I prefer to take the positive route this time.

I refuse to let this turn inward.

There will be no more blogs on this subject. I am not so sure there needs to be any more blogs anyway.

Good luck to you. I know I'll need it.

Night,

E